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Thank you so much Butterfliesarefree and Kaliope for your replies and insights. I'm grateful but yet taken back by the fact that I saw a side of T I thought I would never see. She’s always so well composed. I don’t think my T even realized that I saw tears in her eyes. I didn’t say anything about it either. I know I should talk to T about it but everytime I've tried to ask T something personal or just how she's feeling at the moment, she dismisses it. She's done it numerous times so now I just don't ask questions that pertain to her other than “how are you?” for it's frustrating to not get answers. I hope this will bring us closer together though. I'm scared to talk to her about our relationship. I would really like to know what she was thinking at that particular moment that led her to have tears in her eyes. I’m afraid to ask because I don’t know if she’ll even answer that question. I don't get this therapy process. I feel like I'm wasting T's time telling her pointless things.
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