today started crap and is feeling worse as the day goes on fell out with oldest daughter because she kicked of about the time she was alowed to leave the house , she wants to be outside so that neighbour will talk to her even thlugh she nows shes not allowed , while we are argung my other daughter txt me to tell me a woman has just bad mouthed my youngest as she got on the bus , now my first reaction was to go and get in the car and go to her stop to have a word with her but i decided i shouldnt daughter couldnt talk to on the bus as it was packed so told them to leave it , i feel loke i should of been able to protect them especially as some boys picked on my boy last night i think there was about four or five of them , hubby went and had a word but they are the sort that just laughs at you ,
then i tried to talk to hubby this morning upsetting him and myself he wont talk to me about anything in his head and doesnt know why , well im feeling like some of the things that are wrong are my fault left himin bed wrote on here then going in shower maybe i feel better then