{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{ev}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} boy, do I understand being disappoointed in people for the way they end up treating me when I think "it's going to be different this time."

I joke with my T about my "closet optimist." Sometimes this little guy pokes his head and whispers in my ear, "you know, maybe it's really not THAT bad....!"

Then I whack him over the head with a 2x4 and he goes away again .

I just want to be sure you don't beat yourself up or blame yourself for this. When people pull crap like this, I have learned from LONG experience, it has something to do with THEM, not you.

Hugs,
Candy