why is it so hard to stop feeling, it doesnt seem to matter how how I try or what I do the end result is always the same, I end up alone. They say you reap what you sow but that just isnt true, people take what they need and then leave you, they play you for a fool and twist you up in their words and then when they have finished with you they just spit out the bits they dont want. As every day passes I find i lose more and more faith in people and the world around me. I dont want to feel anything anymore, I just want it all to go away. Im fed up of the disappointment, of the sadness and the loneliness, im fed up of the pain, and the anger, the darkness.