palemoss i'd recommend your talking with your pdoc about the alcohol and laxatives. clearly you need help with both. and hankster is correct. lack of electrolytes can cause your heart to stop..happened to me. also your meds and alcohol don't mix. it's a dangerous thing to be doing. i went into a semi coma doing this. fortunately i lived. now i'm 21 yrs. sober. i do hope you will get help.
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