Thread: aunt's loss still makes me feel crazy
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Old Aug 15, 2011, 12:01 PM
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I definitely faced that skeleton early this morning.

Ugh.

I cried in my sleep. I called out her name.

I am affected by her passing.

I just don't want to miss her.

I don't even want to deal with her!

But I am still haunted.

Someone counseled me recently that I didn't have to miss her and I told her it was not that simple.

Billi
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