My body can take a lot its been through a lot and im treating it a lot nicer than i use to. I want to stop doing drugs and definitely stop cutting. I'm not going to make things awkward with my roomate it's just not going to be an easy task. I have put myself out there and I've met more girls but deep down I know its not my roomate and thats where things **** up. But thanks alot for the advice I'll try to stay strong and positive