Thanks for the suggestion! I'm going to even try to go back to my old posts & put those into my little book. Maybe having some more filling will get me into the routine... It's worth a shot, in any case.
Hahaha I struggle so much with routine. I'm a distractable person, but... I really do need to try taking care of myself more. Perhaps not looking like I got hit by a train will lessen the blow.
Yeah, my mixed episodes only really last about 4 to 6 days on average. Definitely the shortest by far. I just resent the idea of becoming depressed.

*hugs back* Thank you. How are you feeling?