She (my Therapist) left me with someone who quit on me cuz she doesn't get how i work (like anyone does) in my first session she was in a hurry to get to the phone shop cuz she washed her phone so she made up this bull ***** story that i wasnt in the mood to open up of course i was skeptical the only thing she knew bout me was my failed suicide attempt.

As she left she said the hospital will only allow her to see me if there is a justified reason um last time i checked trying to commit suicide was a pretty big reason.

How can they expect people with manic depression to seek help if they need to justify there needs most of the time i am good then all of a sudden its the complete oppisite i cant predict when im going to feel like *****