All I want is help.. I need to be strong and not give up on my decision.. This situatio has made me go thru bipolar feelings, depression and suicidal thoughts. If you have a minute read this... and help me get out of it.. i am doing my part.. and i am sorry for my poor decisions...

There are 4 posts so far.. maybe you want to read it from the beginning to understand what the situation is..

http://hatebeingtheow.blogspot.com/

Hope you can help me