Hi GottaHaveHope. A lot of what you describe does sound like mixed state. Its all stuff that I hve experienced before I started on the mood stabilizers (my hypomania manifests as extreme irritability many times) and it does sound like you have some psychotic features (I do too, though mine sre in the form of a voice in my head that wants to see me dead). All I can recommend is get in touch with your PDoc about this episode and stay on your meds unless your PDoc tells you to stop taking them or change the dosage.

It may seem far away, but stability is possible, though it may take a while to find.

Hope this helps!