Yeah I don't think I have schizo-affective either but I did not know where to put my sign sharing at- My boyfriend does not get it, and a lot of others do not either like my brother as I mentioned about the spider biting me- I really did and do think he was feeding me posin--- but maybe again he was trying to tell me how it is even if it crushes my world. I D K.

IDK- like I said up there I went for a screening last Friday and was suggested I had Bipolar but IDK- I did not share this sign stuff due to I am afraid to, I am not sure if I will sure my signs with this therapist I will be seeing, if we click....

See the rock thing- it was with my boyfriend before we got together- I swore we were playing with rocks and we were communicating through threw the rocks, I mentioned this to him and he was in utter shock and confused. He did not know what I was talking about... and still to this day there are times that I am like "he was too playing with the rocks" and also I am like::: if he was not playing with the rocks but I thought we were together and now we are together and all, what does that mean? that my sign with the rocks weather he was playing with them or not, was and is true to a degree.

sigh... We still talk about the rocks from time to time.. we talked about them when I mentioned he says I see and put too much into the signs... idk though :-( how am i to not when the out come came as I thought what we were doing with the rocks? I realize that I sound freaking insane to some (I am sure), and that is why I do not and am not sure if I will ever share this with some one else that is able to put me on meds.