My sisters and I are very close and often go shopping or have lunch together. I often feel that I have recovered from DID since I am so much more in control today. Then one of my sisters will bring up something I said or did the last time we were out and for the life of me I don't remember it. This makes me realise that even though I'm doing so much better something is still going on. Some part of me is still messing with my head.