Saw counselor told her very specifically what has been going on with me and stuff and I didn't disconnect or disacciate at all, she believes there is something real to this and that validation meant the world to me too as well as waht I have received here. Told her what it is i want and that is to live life, to be able to sit on my couch and feel safe and comfortable and to be in a loving and committed relationship where my needs get put first. She said two times a month SHe also suggested that I stop discussing it in detail with friends on facebook and to use her for that as I am now making my home feel like and unsafe place to be by doing that. Ty for listneing.
Kpeace