Yes actuallY I do see myself, other tenants walking past my window is a HUGE trigger for me that I can't seem to get a grip on, i too think someone is either looking in or trying to break in and hurt me, I have the startle responses and hypersensitivity to noise, a worker at store the other day yelled loud and suddenly HEY, he was behind me and I jumped and it was obvious to everyone that I was frightened by it, and the relationship thing, I basically have sabotaged every single relationship for one reason or another very suddenly and out of no where and honestly dont even try to have a relationship now altho I want a healthy one for sure, I have no problem severing ties with people over minor or more major things and have no contact with them. Thank you for the insight.