Okay I have a session tomorrow...and I'm extremely anxious, not having it last week threw me off (I learned the hard way that it is not a good idea to cancel impulsively when you are feeling resistant). Also-I have so much to talk to him about-my family member is still in psych ward and I am not even sure I can talk about that without completely losing it...but on top of that I want to tell him something that I can't get out of my head about something that happened when I was younger...I also want to read him a journal entry when I was having a really rough night-he has been asking for some of the things that go through my head at night when I'm upset or can't sleep-and I was finally able to write some out-and I want him to know...I just don't think I have enough time for all of this and it's stressing me out...to the point that I might completely shut down and not really talk about any of that...what should I do? pick one of these? gah my stomach hurts b/c I'm so worried about it...I hope I can sleep tonight