I dreamed of becoming a successful, independent career woman. I have had 2 good jobs I have lost because of BP and did try to go back to school for accounting but BP got in the way again. I used to be confident in what I could do and was very good at what I did, but now my self-esteem has been crushed and other people make me very anxious.

On a positive note, I have a wonderful daughter that I am raising that will be able to accomplish what I couldn't.