Wow I'm not going to lie this post made me tear up and I got goose pimples...I can feel how powerful this reparative emotional experience has been for you-and I am in awe of the power of the human connection and encounter that can be so healing...how amazing it is to not be alone with something anymore-to have that strong presence and support and to be truly seen and heard...and not just on a superficial level-sounds like healing to me and amazing work on both of your parts (but especially you)
I like how you added in that he was your only T but that he is still the your fave-hehe
thank you for sharing!!