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Originally Posted by bebop
my mom had pancreatic cancer too. she would not talk to me about it but did my cousins and others. yes it hurts but healing only begins once you can accept it. they say the ones dying hurt the ones they love the most. 2 yrs is a long time to be holding on to all this hon. time to forgive her. time for you to grieve her without guilt. hang on hon.  |
On one level I do forgive her.
And I agree that 2 years is a long time to hold on to pain.
Grieve without guilt...
Oh, man I do feel crazy grieving her because our relationship was just so bizarre. Love/hate.
But I think you are right.
I still have to face the loss.
it was a loss!
Just let Dane and Ani hug me.
Feel that pain!
Billi