Since this has all come about, (about 2 weeks or so) I mentioned it to my husband. He said, "you're just now figuring this out?"

Yikes.

I'm the most normal person I know. I don't drink, I don't do drugs, I don't break the law, I have a great husband and a great son. I own a business with my parents that keeps growing every year.

I had a perfect childhood, I had a perfect education, I played every sport in school. I have great friends and am financially sound.

But for some reason, this news has really ticked me off. I have become consumed with it. I think about it constantly now.

Yes, My pantry is perfect. Yes, I put everything in rows.

Yes, I pull out of the garage and watch the door go down before I pull away, then have to drive past again to make sure it is down.

Yes, I run the sweeper and dust the furniture daily. But we have a dog, so it needs to be done.

I have to check the coffee pot and the stove a few times before I leave.

I have taken the quiz on this website and scored a 17. It said anything over 12 is most likely whacked.

I'm generally a happy go lucky type of person but the thought of this is making me sick and sweaty.(literally)

I have never had to take medication (other than the usuals for ear infections and such) and the thought of physically talking to any professional about this is making me very nervous.

How can there be something wrong with me without me realizing there is something wrong with me?!?!?!