I'm worried about my own recovery. I finally feel like I turned a corner last May/June during my last hospitalization, but literally the day I got home my husband informed me he was divorcing me, which has emotionally shattered me. Now I found out a beloved aunt, who has been like a second mother to me, has had her cancer return after 18 years cancer free. I feel like I am barely hanging on by a thread, like the depression is rubbing its hands in glee, so to speak, waiting to reclaim me. I hope I can hold on.........