Hi Granite...I actually think this is great. I know I need my T's voice in my head to counteract the other negative voices in my head that I don't always recognize. I'm glad that I can hear his voice and know that it is the voice of reason and that soothes me when I'm upset and don't know what's happening or some tidbit of advice clicks into place that he told me long ago.

I want to know that his voice is soothing and calming to me so that I associate his advice and the things he tells me as safe and reassuring.. Plus he never yells at me or verbally assaults me like others do so it means that much more that I'm not afraid of his voice... He left me a voice mail a long time ago that didn't say anything in particular, but I saved it just for those times when I'm freaked and need to hear his voice tones and recognize them in my head. Maybe I'm weird, but it helps a little...

Wysteria Blue