I can totally relate to the wondering what people think about me during every move I make. ESPECIALLY like if I trip over my foot a little or drop something in front of people I'm like "OMG they think I'm a f**king moron"...It's the most awful thing. I'm still struggling to get over that. As a defense mechanism, I make sure I pre-plan something bad to say about everyone standing there, in case they DO try to embarrass me, I have a one-up on them. That's not good, but that's how I cope for now. It's SOOOO HARD finding good mental health physicians that truly want to get you well.

Best Wishes!