I will FIND a reason not to like someone just to avoid the whole situation of trying to become friends.

When you're lacking the necessary tools to deal with yourself, it is HARD to begin relationships AND Keept them with anyone. Friends, significant others, all of that is a chore to me.

Probably because there is compromise that has to be made in relationships and I'm still struggling with trying to get all the attention because I have never gotten any.

Oh lord, it's a whole mess.