I love the sound of my T's voice. It's always calm, soothing, and guides me to a place that's warm and nurturing. To me it is an anchor, it holds me in place safely instead of me drifting off somewhere unpleasant. It's a voice of healing, love, and protection - which I never had before - so of course I am drawn to it. T's voice takes me on a journey where I feel lost at times, but she is always certain of where we are going, tugging me along gently while holding my hand. It fills me up with fuzzy love and makes me feel 'whole'. It allows me to make it through the night when things feel scary.

I do not think it is stupid at all.