thank you. not back totally. we are still on the road and loving it, I am loving all these little bed and breakfast places we are finding along the way, will be back in eastern NY sometime next week, thankfully dissociation wise everything is on track and enjoying things on all fronts.

on a more personal note in regards to the topic of this thread I (the host) could hear voices but did not know nor cared how many different ones there were. like most DID'ers I did not know normal people didnt hear voices so I never questioned the fact that I heard voices.

on the alters side of things all my alters knew which alters were which, what each ones jobs were right from the beginning of their creations/splits (which ever term is more pleasing), all my alters had their own way of being including why they were here and what their jobs were and where they fit in the internal system of alters. they all even had their own types of hair styles, clothes, friends, jobs, bank accounts, where they liked to shop... the works.they all were created for a reason and their lives separate from me reflected that.