Hi Miss Laura,
My relatives are from Scotland, Dundee and surrounding areas. I have always wanted to see Scotland. And ofcourse, I would love to see the Loc Ness Monster, LOL.

You presented a good question and I wonder that too. With my particular issue being PTSD and PTSD related depression I often wonder if it would have been better that I never knew, but ofcourse I was put in a situation where I just literally was consumed by it. I just find myself wondering how this could possibly be.

I am often very torn. But I think that if we are aware of why we feel the way we do than we can understand ourselves better and try to work at living in spite of it.

I didn't click on you to find out what you are dealing with and trying to understand.
But I do think that we can obsess about our issues without realizing it.

Depending on the issue someone has it is always important to get the right and help with it by a therapist as well as other support atmospheres, like PC.

I just checked your about me and I think it is important to make sure you get diagnosed by a professional. Some of the symptoms that you are describing can be PTSD. I don't know your history but PTSD can seem like you have other issues so you really need a professional opinion.

Sorry to hear your not feeling well, I have been fighting an terrible chest and head thing for over a week now and it has been a tough bug. If you are not feeling well you should go and see your doctor. It is not good to play your own doctor and psychologist.

Open Eyes