Zombiette - I know exactly how you feel. You think you are doing better then you slide back down in the well. Just 3 weeks ago I was telling my T and my Pdoc that I was stable and feeling much better - then the bottom fell out and I was on the phone with both of them trying to make sense of the world. It sucks - but I know that this disease is voracious but we can have more good days than bad - if only we could remember that when the bad days happen. I hope you are feeling better soon.