Upset? Nah, it's good for me to be reminded of what it feels like from your side. Sometimes I try to picture what it would be like if things were the other way around - your post just made it a little clearer for me - and damn, does it hurt. Just imagining hurts. So what the reality of it must be like... wow. I can't believe I willfully put someone through that... anyway, enough about me. I know it's difficult but I also know you will get through it, and, like that article said, it will probably even be beneficial as a chance to get even more of those emotions out there and processed. Just be kind to yourself, of course you are not crazy. Good luck with finals! How miserable to be having to deal with that too right now... like you have extra brainpower! Yeesh.