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I think it is different for everyone. Just as trauma is different for every physical body. The trauma is all awful to say the least. We all have written about the noise and confusion of a crowded train station...lots of conversations, music playing, some people shouting, some sleeping, some children playing, some children crying, etc...And only when someone mentions your name are you called to attention. Most of the time you kind of mind your own business. When we had co-consciousness it like having a group of friends traveling with you at the train station. We have since lost what little co-consciousness we had. Now it is like being at the busy train station and falling asleep or dosing off. I awaken with a start and quickly scramble to see where I am and if I missed anything, or if I was suppose to do something and missed it. In the very beginning we thought we were "crazy" and society was going to lock us up and throw away the key...that is what we thought society did to people who heard voices and stuff. Now we are back to learning to be friends and get along and work together. When we were all younger we were not aware of each other. It was a good safety measure for us; maybe other physical bodies(people)had as similar set up.
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