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Aug 18, 2011, 02:48 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2011
Location: Io. Near Jupiter
Posts: 1,034
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Still going strong (kinda), after nearly 4-5 months of being in PC I have not cut.
The urges are still there. I have to control them cause one slip and I will be cutting again.
I live in hell at the moment. So I am very very surprised I have not cut.
When/ or if, I move home I'm worried that I will cut when I look in hindsight at whats happened over the last half year.
I do think that will be the 'acid test' for myself. Once I've moved on from this living hell at the moment. Friends have gone over and sui'd at less than what is going on in life at the moment.
I have to avoid thinking of cutting, and think more of the regret I'll have later. But oh my goodness is the urge there. I am getting better at self control but i dont know how long this will last.
I have to keep coming here to PC to find my crutch, it's a good crutch and support network. But I am still faced with crappy life when I log out.
I'll try my best to make it to 6 months. I think I will. With the help and advice I get here.
Wish Me Luck (I need it).
Thanks.
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