Hmmm. wise words... I used to run away when I was a kid too & I know what youre saying. But I do have to stay becasue of my kids. I cant uproot them.

I guess its true, wherever you go, there you are.

I mentioned to my friend about one of the posts above, that every day is a chance to start over- and it made a difference in her situation. For me- Im just not feeling it right now...I will still have my getting of the bus in San Diego fantasies...