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Old Aug 18, 2011, 05:58 AM
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Originally Posted by rainbow8 View Post
Maybe you're angry about the phone calls and the money situation even though you're not going to discuss it with your T. Or angry about the therapy situation in general? You seem to be ambivalent about working on some of your issues, and how best to use your sessions, so that could make you angry. Why do YOU think you're angry?
Yeah, I had thought that I was only feeling hurt. And the hurt feelings provoked deep fear. But now, after what came up in session yesterday, it appears that I am feeling an intense rage. This is really scary. I really don't want to be that way or have those feelings. And now it makes me sad on top of everything else. I had already thought of myself as a despicable person and now I'm seeing how much worse I really am.