I don't feel like just because I'm still breathing, alive, on this earth that I have overcome things. Yes, I survived this, but it's eating away at my brain still. I'm still dealing with it after it's over. Like the war, you may not be killed there, but you definitely will NOT be yourself when it's over. That's MY struggle. I know I can endure a lot, but the pain & stress that come FROM whatever you survived, I don't know how to get rid of that.