12:45 PM 8/18/2011
I was sitting at the computer, stressing out about how my life is going. I then decided it was time to do something exhausting, like rototill the crummy lawn!! Well, I got out the rototiller and started and the machine kept stopping. I took it apart and by passed the kick off switch and WA LA! the machine kept on tilling! I was thinking and getting a great workout and did get exhausted! When I was done I was a pool of sweat and sat down on the back deck to relax and fell asleep!! Now before that I was "Mulling the dump" of my mind and just couldn't find a remedy for how I was feeling at the time. After the exhausting workout and nap afterwords I no longer was mulling the dump! It has been suggested that I have NPD, however not officially. So when I feel like coping an attitude I remember to put myself in a centered posture and what ever is thrown at me I will not lash out in anger, however I will respond non aggressively.
So I looks like I am going to be doing alot of rototilling!! Griffy2