(((((moonbeam)))))

I'm so sorry you're depressed and in pain. Please post some more on here so we can get a conversation going. The people here are really nice and very helpful.

I've had ongoing depression and hypomania since I was 14, and I'm no stranger to pain either. I have lots of drugs for my BP, but nothing for pain - I have arthritis and you can't take NSAIDS with lithium.

I hope you come back and post some more here, we'd like to "talk" to you and see if we can help you feel better.