Beauflow, I'm sorry that you are struggling so much financially. Don't feel bad about letting your boyfriend pay for things now and then. He clearly loves you and wants you to be healthy and happy.

If you don't have a job, is there any way you could get one? Unfortunately, the job market is very competitive nowadays, but you might find something. If you already have a job, maybe you could work another one in the evenings. It would be stressful, but it might be worth it if it allows you to not have to worry about money so much. If you can't find a job/second job, then perhaps you could offer babysitting, housecleaning, or yard care services to your neighbors. You could bake cookies and sell them. Everybody loves cookies.

I wish you luck.