thank you all so so much.

Well, last night, after over a year of no cutting I had a few glasses of wine at a party ( I wouldnt say I was drunk, but was def feeling it)

came home, thoughts started racing and I plummeted fast.. and got all triggered over like five things, switching so fast..

And I cut.

All superficial, nothing that requires stitching but basically my whole left forearm on the top is cut to crap.

I am numb now though and have been since cutting.

Its been so long since I cut, Im not even sure how to take care of the cuts... should I wrap them or just leave them since they arent that deep?

Im so dissapointed in myself. I really thought this was something that I had under control, this is the most cuts yet.

Once I did it, I was smart enough to go to ny friends place and staying in the prescence of someone who would protect me,