For whatever reason, seeing that light go on triggers me somewhat. So, I called T yesterday and told her that if that client is scheduled after me next week, for her to look for another slot for me. And if she didn't have an opening to just cancel my appointment. That tells you how much it affects me.

She returned call and said that was an occasional client who is not scheduled next week and usually is on Thursdays anyways. And that we'll talk about it more next week.

Oh, and as far as changing seats, T had suggested that at another time. But, I don't want my back to the door and I don't want to sit in T's chair.

But I still feel bad that I had handled it poorly by being so nastily sarcastic to T. I think she's finally seeing my true nature and will not be able to resist despising me now. So, by lashing out I've only hurt myself. But, we know that's how it works, right?