(((((((((((wanttoheal)))))))))))))

You alone knows your experience and it is not for anyone to suggest what is real or isn't real. I'm not suggesting that someone said differently, but I don't want you to feel bad for how you feel. DID is confusing enough. Try to be patient with yourself. And I agree with KD, they will present themselves when they feel safe enough.
Take care of yourself,
Anne