recovery from any addiction starts with the present moment and small goals. Today is the first day on my journey to recovery. I choose to take care of the number 1 (myself) over an abusive guy. My hear hurts and i feel very lost, but deep down im jumping for joy! Finally, i dont have to be under the spell of control and abuse. I dont have to hear how awful I am. If anyone to meet me in person, youd be shocked to see how gentle my being has always been. To have this abuse come into my world comepletely changed me. But today...today i will be stronger. I will be open minded and i will be free. Most importantly...im alive. I survived and thats the most empowering drive to find peace in my life. I have a second chance. 
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No one saves us but ourselves, No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path
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