I just left her a message on her voicemail apologizing for being such a brat. I told her that I'm sure she's thinking of referring me out now. I said I wouldn't blame her at all since it's becoming more and more clear how difficult I am. Since she's seeing it close and personal how bad I can be, it must definitely be crossing her mind to terminate. I told her that if she decides to keep trying to work with me a little longer I'll try to behave myself better. I couldn't wait until next week to tell her how sorry I feel.