Sure, I understand what you mean but there's never an excuse for treating someone badly. And who wants to be around someone if they get that kind of treatment? I mean, first of all I complained about the light, then I said a couple of sarcastic words to her and then I tried to 'punish' her by not telling her the end of my dream. Even she commented on my behavior. I'm ashamed of myself that she got the brunt of my passive-aggression. I'm deeply ashamed. She's had to put up with my whining, my complaining, my belligerence, etc. She would have to be a saint to agree to keep seeing me.