Hey darling! It's me. I haven't been around much lately, and not for very good reasons. I was maybe hoping that since the last posts I had read from you were sounding somewhat optimistic, you were feeling better. I really do hopw everything's ok with you. I can't express how much I know exactly what you're feeling and where you are. I just got home today from a stay in the Psych ward because of an overdose that landed me in the emergency room. I was there for about 7 days. I wish so much I could say that hospitilization is the answer, but it's not, it's only good at keeping one from immediate danger. You mentioned that it was too expensive and such for you to consider a stay in the hospital, and I can only imagine what stress that only adds to everything else that is going on with you. If you need *anything* you have a friend in me, because I have been and am there in the same little sinking boat as you. Feel free to use me as a floatie : ). Again, I wish you the best and look forward to hearing from you sweetie.
*Hugs*
-Kelly-