peaceweb602, you may want to also post this in our Eating Disorders forum. You might get more replies that way. Although I agree food is an addiction. I use to have an eating disorder. I constantly thought about food. Food made me feel better. That is eating the food made me feel better--I felt like crap after I ate the food. With meds and therapy I pretty much have the eating under control. There is hope, hang in there.