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Originally Posted by Sanada
yes sannah i have a t. She is a specialist in S/H, or S/I, and she is a drug rehabilitation person too.
I love her dearly and she is very very good at just being there for me right when i need her.
But (awww), there is always a 'but'.
She is distant in ways i cannot see. I want to bring her closer in to my life but i am afraid of that. I am a guy, she is a woman. I have had feelings for her which i know could never happen in real life.
That is a thing i have known since ever having a t. Its a danger i have feared.
I love her. I don't love her.
She is my t.
I open up as much as i can to her, but there is a line in between us.
I know i should not have feelings for her.
I have placed a reply a while ago in the 'Feelings Toward Ones T', bit of the psych therapy section in the forums.
She is just my current t. I will be changing soon and i'm sure its going to cost me alot of heart ache and £££/$$$.
So i feel lost.
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Hi Sanada
Sorry you should not have feeling for her? I know for sure that what is a problem that we think what we should feel. Therefore I do mindfulness meditation there is not thinking just truth. Sometimes the truth makes me sick but meditation helps to go through.
By the way I like Sannah she helps me and many others people here. I do not want to write what sometimes I feel if she makes a good point that I am my problem.
Take care
Mediator