Man oh man - am I happy! My T returned my call even though I had not requested it. That has been our agreement - that she would not call unless I asked her to. But she did anyway to make me feel better.
She said that there was no need to apologize - that of course, she wants to continue seeing me. And from a therapist's position, the more parts of me that show up in session the better and that it's all for the good and to not worry.
I have an idea what our topic will be next week.