I thought I was the only one.....
I am not that open about my sexuality but when I am hypersexed (like now) I only think about insatiable urges not sex with my husband. I do not like labels so I dont think of myself as bisexual....I just feel sexual. I don't want a girl/girl relationship; I want companionship with a female that is intimate.
I don't think you did anything wrong; but I understand how you can feel like you did. Us survivors of sexual abuse have a warped sense of what is right and wrong with our bodies. It takes a long time for us to be ok with how we feel emotionally and physically (and I am nowhere near that!). Try not to be so hard on yourself.
PM me if you want to chat. Im on yahoo and aim.
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