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I have to change t soon cause she is not exactly working (or focusing upon s/h at the moment), she is my drug rehabilitation t at the moment. She does talk to me about s/h but the cases she deals with are not like mine.
My own personal s/h'ing started after an accident 5 years ago, an it has addictive qualities. The people she deals with are deep cutters and are in hosp for a long time cause of the damage they have done. So I do not cross the subject with her much.
When I cut I self heal to without needing to go to hosp. There is a big difference in between someone in a coma for 6 months and my own self harm which is nothing like that.
I guess like in every thing there is a gradient of how far one goes.
I look at my self (and my t looks at my scars and thinks), they are serious, but not suicidal. Its a very weird situation. I have admitted that what I do/did is an addiction thing.
Thank you for the replies.
As long as I can get through the weekend with out cutting I should be OK.
The weekend thing is just that; its the part of the week I dislike the most at the moment cause I used to spend it with people whom are not alive or around. And never will be again.
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