I just got home from a night out with a friend of mine, and I want to cut again. Maybe it's because I still fear being abandoned, maybe cause we disagreed about some stuff...

I don't know I just know that I want to cut again, really bad, and I don't like this feeling

I just realized I forgot to call my medical assistance worker about my insurance being cancelled.

That means my daughter can't have her ADHD meds any tie soon, and school starts soon. I am such an idiot.. now i want to cut even more